Everyday I go eat and watch my crush, while he does his job putting dishes on top of other dishes, changes the milk stand, cleans the counters and works the salad bar. Plus I also know the times he works, and I go watch him while I eat there, on the days he works. I just want him so bad, and sometimes when I close my eyes I can see his face. Wherever he is I can point him out on campus, if I see him. I want to smother him in my man smell at night, where he holds me and tells me its alright, and where we can talk and enjoy life. I wish I can have the guts to ask him out. But what would he say to a guy asking him out. Yes or No? It's hard to be